Sunday, July 19, 2009 10:15 PM
Nightmare during weekend!!
Things doesn't go smoothly during last week. Have lots of problems with regards to my work and personality...PC went crazy and my personal data all "gone" just like that. (NO PC = I CAN'T WORK).... so I'm using a tablet PC for mean time while waiting for Desmond to fix my PC . Yesterday, went to my company's Bowling Tournament. So boring and lonely pretending myself so happy and force myself to put a smile on my face...but i didn't play well. Alan and Siti wasn't there as one of them was overslept ( wake up @ 5pm) while the other one wasn't border to attent (Tired of working). Alan finally turns up but that was after the Game. I stop him from coming cos i felt pointless. I met him at Bukit Batok MRT, then acc him for lunch and buy some stuff then we straight away go home and sleep..and my Sat flies.... I hate the feeling of what i have right now I feel myself really like a SHIT, like a Fool,like a DUMB of being lonely during this weekend and i might as well go home (JB)....Alan's company had moved from Jurong to Payar Lebar so now a days he quite bz with his work. He need to went back to work although today is Sunday from 9am to 1pm. Thought of like meeting him today after he finish his work at payar lebar then went for shopping ( cos I seldom stay in Sg during Sat n Sun, I don't have the time to spend with him) , so I've plan to collect my PG MAll Bags and Shellen's stuff @ Simei before i meet Alan. Suddently, Alan gave me a call and asking me to go home cos he still have lots of work to do. I felt myself going to Hell....Hello...if i know things turn up to be like this, I would have pospone the bag collection to this coming Wed (The day which I don't have any tuition)...too late for me to cancel the meet up and end up i got to take the MRT "myself" from Yio Chu Kang to Simei then after that from Simei back to Yio Chu Kang. My bloody shoes suddenly "open mouth" and i got to walk like a DOG . F***....i really feeling like crying man...my both eyes are wet....i dunno what's wrong with me???...Argh!!!