Wednesday, July 14, 2010 10:31 AM
Recall my past.....I'm survived
Start My lifes
After graduated in Nov 2003 from secondary school, I start to look for jobs. There is no jobs that I am interested in. Somehow, one day, my mum friend's recommend me a full time job as a Promoter selling Sanitary Pad aka Kotex (Intimate) for 7-8 mths.Everyday work and stand from 9 to 6. Mum send me to learn driving classes during my offday. After one mth I got my driving license which cost me around RM900+. Since I already started working so I paid for it.I do not demand any money from my parents.
SPM results released in Jan 2004, time to choose a course to get my diploma/ degree. I was confused and don't know what to do, I don't even know what I want, what is my future, and what is my career path...I'm like totally no where. Keep applying and sending my result slip to all the University in Malaysia and as well as in Singapore Polytecnic. I received acceptance letters from many U and as well as singapore. It took more than 3 mths for me to consider which sch to go. Someday in June 2004, my parents encouraging me to go oversea study - Singapore . I follow what they said. On top of that, I just broke up with my ex, in order for me to totally forget him so i decided to come Singapore Polytechnic to further study and get my Diploma.
My 3 yrs study lifes in Singapore
July 2004, I am officially moved to Singapore. Mum cried as this is the 1st time her daughter left her, I cried too. Rent a room in SG ($200 monthly), staying with my roomates and settle down. At the very beginning I thought my life would be better here ,but seriouly it was worse than I can imagine, my life is getting hard and I don't know how to survive. My dad isn't giving me enough pocket money to spend, he only gave me $400 per mth which including :rental fees $200, hp bills $50, transport $50...then the remainings $100 is for my expenses. Money were running low and I get more n more anxious, and I don't even dare to go out neither shopping, I always stay at home and eat what is left in the house. At that point ,I was superbly poor. I don't dare or voice out to my parents that I am running out of money, cos they also have financial problem. I start to borrow money from Mr.C ( new relationship with him, my classmate) to pay my handphone bill, seriously being with him is a mistake , we broke up. So I start to search for part time job and I got the job to work as Promoter selling Suppliment Drink (SGD 40 per day). I lied to my parents that I have project to do in school every Sat and Sun. But sometime I'm still going back JB when there is no duties. Got my 1st mth salary and return it to Mr.C. Working there is great and I met alot of good ppl and I learn alot of things in morale. Although tired, I still manage to cope my study. The same year, unfortunate things happened to my dad. He met a very serious accident in his entire life and he was in unconscious condition for 3 days . The impact during the accident hurt his brain and he can't recognise everyone including his daughter. Some how thanks to god, dad recovered. There was no incomes during dad is in hospital and he was on medical leave for 1 mth to rest at home. Hence, I got no pocket money and I have to paid the rental fees myself. I am consider lucky as I have some savings from my hard earn money from the part time job. What if I do not work part time and how am i going to survive?? I got no freggin idea, perhaps sitting at the road side and become a beggar. I applaud myself for being a Strong girl and never give up.
2005, I found another part time job as Promoter selling Japanese Vegetables and Fruits (Kyoho). I met a very kind boss and he offering me SGD 50 per day. The most longest part time job I ever work with.
2006, my Mum started to make noise asking me to go home every Sat and Sun to help out with her house work. I got no choice to search for another solution to find another part time job during weekdays after schooling. So I work as a Waitress at Food Haven Restaurant in SP where this is the place where I met Alan. Me and him not in relationship.
My lifes never been better
Food Haven offering me a very low pay at $4 per hour, however I still accept it because the place is only walking distance from my classroom, it can save the transport time and money . On top of that, they providing me lunch and dinner too. Good deal isn't it? haha...I work there because of FREE FOOD and still got pay to collect somemore. I work there for almost everyday after class. I don't really like the working timing because it start at 4pm till 10 -11pm, and because of this I dun really have time to revise my study and by the time I reach home, I'm already half dead and the next morning I have to go school again. The work is not easy as sometime I have to follow the manager out of school to do catering, carry those heavy stuffs and sometime it hurt myself too :( Me and Alan never talk to each other and we were not in relationship. Alan was the assistant manager. We were like Boss and staff. Seriously, I'm scared of him actually, his face like very fierce and kind of want to punch ppl face and owaz scold at his staffs that makes me trying to avoid him. How scary he is ha?? haha
My love story is complicated....will be continue...
